1. |
Shot
06:21
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My life is going to end
To the only end
With my brain on the wall
I'll go far away
Far away
From this world
This fucking world
You will finally understand
How miserable I've felt
Only when I kill myself
I'm tired of everything
I'm tired of everyone
My inner voice tells me
"Kill yourself, you worthless piece of shit!"
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2. |
Misanthrope
06:08
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No more hope left
No more empathy
Desire to destroy this world
To demolish humanity
To demolish humanity...
"I'm bored with life. I don't like life. I don't like people. I don't like living it, basically. It just is what it is."
Life took my soul
I am no longer
The human they knew
Life ate my soul
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3. |
How to Enjoy Life?
05:37
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How to enjoy life?
I see no answer
I see only suicide
I don't deserve anything
I want to disappear
So I don't see your lives again
So I do not feel this pain
God spits on me from the sky
I laugh at myself with my life
I am drowning in my suicidal thoughts
No one can give me their hand to save my life
My footsteps on earth mean nothing
My life on earth is worth nothing
I was meant to suffer
And nothing can help me
Only I can help myself
But who said that I want to help myself?
I don't wanna live
I want to fucking die!
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4. |
Eternal Nothingness
06:19
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My daily life consists of pain
It feels like I swallowed a blade
Being alive fucking sucks
Eternal nothingness
That's what I want
Being mindless
Not having any thoughts
And not living in this rotten world
My depression seems funny to me
I laugh at my misery
Walking on the streets reminds me of my loneliness
They have friends
They have everything
Shoot me in the fucking head
So I don't live in this living hell
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5. |
Jealous (ft. Decalius)
03:55
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My heart hurts every time
I see them laughing
I want to gouge out my eyes
So I can't see them happy
Jealousy eats me from the inside
No one beside...
Misery has become my only friend
Soon is my end
I rot in my loneliness
I'm in the crowd but no one cares
I'm like a ghost
I'm invisible...
Loneliness has fucked up my poor brain
Oh this pain...
Everything has lost its meaning
I'm only dreaming
Of taking my life and someone with me
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6. |
Useless
04:27
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You, you all are so funny
"Therapy will heal you"
"Pills will help you"
You've tried so many times
But still I wanna die
You don't get it
I don't want to get better
I've been there for years
I ran out of tears
There is the only end
Where I'm laying dead
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7. |
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Why did you leave, why can't you stay?
Why? Why?
In my heart, you've gone, away
But why, why, why did you leave?
Why?
Memories linger, softly say,
Without you, it's hard to find my way, way
Why didn't you stay?
Why did you go, won't you come my way?
Why did you leave, why can't you stay?
Why? Why?
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8. |
Trouble Sleeping
04:08
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I take my meds everyday
I get only side effects
It's the end...
I can't sleep anymore
Fuck you Aripiprazole
Day after day
I can't wait
When my days will end
"It will help you to cure
your depression and will make you move"
My depression is not cured
And I can't sleep anymore
I can't even explain why I feel this pain
I guess I deserve to be hurt
And to suffer to death
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9. |
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I'm nothing
A lonely nothing
I don't belong here and I never did
That's why I resign myself from life
But why does it still hurt?
Why? Why? Damn it!
Why? Why does it still hurt?
Why? Why? Damn it!
Why did you enlighten the rest?
And forgot about me...
Why? Why? I wonder
How is it I failed...
How is it I failed..?
How is it I failed..?
How is it I failed..?
Even life has favorites
And I'm not one of them
That's true
But why does it still hurt?
Why? Why?
Why? Why? Damn it!
Why did you enlighten the rest...
And forgot about me..?
Why? I wonder why...
Why does it still hurt..?
Why? Why?
I wonder
How is it I failed?
How is it I failed?
How is it I failed?
How is it I failed?
"Loneliness has followed me my whole life...
Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere.
There is no escape... I'm God's lonely man"
I hate you...
I hate them...
I hate life...
And everything...
And... I hate... Myself
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