Rotten in Loneliness, by Blade and Bath

Rotten in Loneliness

by Blade and Bath

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jeremytenn mr fsu here shot remains my favorite song on the album. This is the best album I've heard out of depressive black since shining X. My one and only complaint is the fact it ends. amazing I already look forward to the next one

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1.	Shot 06:21	lyrics	buy track
My life is going to end To the only end With my brain on the wall I'll go far away Far away From this world This fucking world You will finally understand How miserable I've felt Only when I kill myself I'm tired of everything I'm tired of everyone My inner voice tells me "Kill yourself, you worthless piece of shit!"
2.	Misanthrope 06:08	lyrics	buy track
No more hope left No more empathy Desire to destroy this world To demolish humanity To demolish humanity... "I'm bored with life. I don't like life. I don't like people. I don't like living it, basically. It just is what it is." Life took my soul I am no longer The human they knew Life ate my soul
3.	How to Enjoy Life? 05:37	lyrics	buy track
How to enjoy life? I see no answer I see only suicide I don't deserve anything I want to disappear So I don't see your lives again So I do not feel this pain God spits on me from the sky I laugh at myself with my life I am drowning in my suicidal thoughts No one can give me their hand to save my life My footsteps on earth mean nothing My life on earth is worth nothing I was meant to suffer And nothing can help me Only I can help myself But who said that I want to help myself? I don't wanna live I want to fucking die!
4.	Eternal Nothingness 06:19	lyrics	buy track
My daily life consists of pain It feels like I swallowed a blade Being alive fucking sucks Eternal nothingness That's what I want Being mindless Not having any thoughts And not living in this rotten world My depression seems funny to me I laugh at my misery Walking on the streets reminds me of my loneliness They have friends They have everything Shoot me in the fucking head So I don't live in this living hell
5.	Jealous (ft. Decalius) 03:55	lyrics	buy track
My heart hurts every time I see them laughing I want to gouge out my eyes So I can't see them happy Jealousy eats me from the inside No one beside... Misery has become my only friend Soon is my end I rot in my loneliness I'm in the crowd but no one cares I'm like a ghost I'm invisible... Loneliness has fucked up my poor brain Oh this pain... Everything has lost its meaning I'm only dreaming Of taking my life and someone with me
6.	Useless 04:27	lyrics	buy track
You, you all are so funny "Therapy will heal you" "Pills will help you" You've tried so many times But still I wanna die You don't get it I don't want to get better I've been there for years I ran out of tears There is the only end Where I'm laying dead
7.	Tears of Broken Memories (ft. Saad) 05:35	lyrics	buy track
Why did you leave, why can't you stay? Why? Why? In my heart, you've gone, away But why, why, why did you leave? Why? Memories linger, softly say, Without you, it's hard to find my way, way Why didn't you stay? Why did you go, won't you come my way? Why did you leave, why can't you stay? Why? Why?
8.	Trouble Sleeping 04:08	lyrics	buy track
I take my meds everyday I get only side effects It's the end... I can't sleep anymore Fuck you Aripiprazole Day after day I can't wait When my days will end "It will help you to cure your depression and will make you move" My depression is not cured And I can't sleep anymore I can't even explain why I feel this pain I guess I deserve to be hurt And to suffer to death
9.	Frustrated (Decalius cover) 05:08	lyrics	buy track
I'm nothing A lonely nothing I don't belong here and I never did That's why I resign myself from life But why does it still hurt? Why? Why? Damn it! Why? Why does it still hurt? Why? Why? Damn it! Why did you enlighten the rest? And forgot about me... Why? Why? I wonder How is it I failed... How is it I failed..? How is it I failed..? How is it I failed..? Even life has favorites And I'm not one of them That's true But why does it still hurt? Why? Why? Why? Why? Damn it! Why did you enlighten the rest... And forgot about me..? Why? I wonder why... Why does it still hurt..? Why? Why? I wonder How is it I failed? How is it I failed? How is it I failed? How is it I failed? "Loneliness has followed me my whole life... Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There is no escape... I'm God's lonely man" I hate you... I hate them... I hate life... And everything... And... I hate... Myself

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released April 19, 2024

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